Thursday, February 7, 2013

What would my wall look like?

So I've been talking about this 'Wall' that people hide behind. Maybe it's to keep themselves safe, maybe it's to keep the world out. Sometimes I wonder what my wall would look like, here are some thoughts:

-Maybe it's s brick wall that is so tight, with no nooks or or holes so no one can get in and I can't get out.
-Would I have entertainment on the inside? A tv, a phone to get in contact with the outside world?
-Would the walls be painted? Maybe they would be painted a bright color so It would be happy and cheerful on the inside.
-Would I put a door, a secret door that only certain people would know about it? Maybe.
-Would it just be a fence that it only waist high so I could talk to people passing by?
-Would anyone care that I buried myself inside this wall?
-Would I have a roof over my wall so no sunlight could get in?
-Would I ever want to get out?
-Would I always stay in?
-Would I create art inside this wall?

I'll be honest, I think about this wall a lot of times. I know people say they put a wall around their heart to protect themselves, but I wish sometimes that I had a wall around my entire self, a wall that was so tight that no one even knew what was inside.

Maybe it's more of a room that I lock myself away in.

I wish I knew where this place was, I'd go there often.